How I see me.

My days seem to be always filled with something to do. School and homework are the big ones. But as I have been finishing up my English project I realized that when I define who I am the people in my life are the people that define WHO I AM.

I want someone to love me

For who I am.

I want someone to need me.

Is that so bad?

I want someone to love me

For who I am.

Nothing makes sense.

Nothing makes sense anymore.

Nothing is right.

Nothing is right when you're gone.

Losing my breath.

Losing my right to be wrong.

I'm frightened to death.

I'm frightened that I won't be strong.

Thank you Nick Jonas-Who I am.

It was a great day when I realized I'm so thankful for the people that have affected my life. Whether you were a good or bad influence you have shaped me today. And I like to think that i'm doing pretty good here in life. It's not easy at all. Sometimes I wish I knew how, what, when things were going to happen or turn out. But it's the struggle of life right?

"Conquer the devils with a little thing called love." Bob Marley

The next few weeks are going to be crazy. End of semester is coming up, I have tons of things due before Thanksgiving Break. I believe that the Library is going to see me a lots the next 2 weeks. I'll let you know how I'm doing maybe in the middle of the time if I can remember and not completely lost in the fact I might die. haha.

It's bitter cold outside. I wish it would warm up. It's a lot easier to want to go to class when it's warm. I signed up for next semester. Woot! ASL II, Sociology, English, Math, American Heritage = 18 credit hours. I could die. We will see how that works. :)