I am a girl.

Yes it is true. I am a girl, who is in college. I tend to think I am always right. Some days I don't find it necessary to get out of my bed and ready for the day. I may not understand everything going on around me. I am blonde at heart. Being 5.8 miles away from home is crazy to me. Maybe in the future I can live further away but not now. Get over it. I don't always look beautiful. I like to have the music up as loud as it will go. I sing to myself even though I know I don't have an amazing voice. I do have emotions. I love my to-do list. I have had anxiety attacks. I wish I could handle everything but I'm not super women. I'm not a Victoria Secrets model. I love American Sign Language. I usually know what I want. But I'm subject to change at any point I choose. Chick flicks are my favorite. Death does not sound great. I may sometimes wonder about the day I get married. I day dream when I should be focused. I love to talk. :) I'm a poor college student. I may cry a lot. But this is who I am. I make funny faces. I don't wear make up everyday. And if you don't like me at my worst you don't deserve my best.

Craziest weekend for sure!

11/11/11-I made a wish. Haha. :) Just thought you should know. And I went to this huge dance party with two guys from my English class. I had a good, honestly I thought I would hate it but I didn't. Which is great. I needed to go out. Sometimes I forget that I'm in college and need to live the college experience. I like to hid in my rooms most day.

Well Thanksgiving break is arriving slowly, which means I have tons of stuff to do. One of which was my Media Assignment for English. It turned out alright.

Frustration. Grr. I can't get my video on this post!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zr-FiG4qoH4

Go watch it! :) Sorry i can't just get it to work on here.

Anyways I hope you are having a fantastic week. I know it's going to be crazy but remember to smile.

"Focus more on your desire than on your doubt, and the dream will take care of itself. You may be surprised at how easily this happens. Your doubts are not as powerful as your desires, unless you make them so."

And when you don't feel grateful just go write a list of 30 things you are thankful for. I did that the other day. I'll post them later. It will give you a different outlook on your life right now.

How I see me.

My days seem to be always filled with something to do. School and homework are the big ones. But as I have been finishing up my English project I realized that when I define who I am the people in my life are the people that define WHO I AM.

I want someone to love me

For who I am.

I want someone to need me.

Is that so bad?

I want someone to love me

For who I am.

Nothing makes sense.

Nothing makes sense anymore.

Nothing is right.

Nothing is right when you're gone.

Losing my breath.

Losing my right to be wrong.

I'm frightened to death.

I'm frightened that I won't be strong.

Thank you Nick Jonas-Who I am.

It was a great day when I realized I'm so thankful for the people that have affected my life. Whether you were a good or bad influence you have shaped me today. And I like to think that i'm doing pretty good here in life. It's not easy at all. Sometimes I wish I knew how, what, when things were going to happen or turn out. But it's the struggle of life right?

"Conquer the devils with a little thing called love." Bob Marley

The next few weeks are going to be crazy. End of semester is coming up, I have tons of things due before Thanksgiving Break. I believe that the Library is going to see me a lots the next 2 weeks. I'll let you know how I'm doing maybe in the middle of the time if I can remember and not completely lost in the fact I might die. haha.

It's bitter cold outside. I wish it would warm up. It's a lot easier to want to go to class when it's warm. I signed up for next semester. Woot! ASL II, Sociology, English, Math, American Heritage = 18 credit hours. I could die. We will see how that works. :)

Bachelor of Arts in Deaf Studies

We all know that I'm going to get my Masters in Counseling. But I really want to get my certificate for interpreting. Well I need to sign up for all my classes on the 7th so I really need to know what I need for that stuff. Because I REALLY need to get my certificate from UVU. I don't even care if I get close to my Masters here because I need my Bachelor of Arts in Deaf Studies-Emphasis in Interpreting. So much to figure out. On top of all my homework I need to figure out before the weekend so that I have a nice little weekend. Since DahLynn is here. I'm probably going to go home again for the weekend. Not that it's that far. But still. Haha. I have to plan to go there. Anyways semester is quickly ending. It ends next month. And MY BIRTHDAY is at the end of the month! Woot! I'm very excited I'm not going to lie. It will be the best. I really have a fear people will forget my birthday. Ha.