Too many goodbyes

I'd say that I've said my fair amount of goodbyes. Considering I'm not the one leaving. Of course I'm only saying goodbye for only 2 years and than I get to see them all again. But honestly I can't wait till I'm the one leaving. 

"How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard." --A.A. Milne

I can't even explain how many tears I've cried saying goodbye to all these people. The final hug that leaves me in complete tears and unbelief that it really is happening. I'm filing a request... no one else is allowed to leave till I leave as well. Thank you for your understand. A girl can only cry so much. 

Well... summer time is here and very hot for my poor white white skin. I've seen my fair share of sunburns already. But on the great note I've finished my first month of therapy. And I'm in the middle of month number two. Which means I only have 4 1/2 MONTHS TILL I CAN RESUBMIT MY PAPERS! YAY! Pretty exciting right? In the last month I've really learned soo much about myself and the anxiety attacks I have. I'm currently learning methods that allow me to control my anxiety attacks. I can tell such a difference already. To my readers... many of you may not have known that's why I had to wait 6 months before serving my LDS mission. I didn't make a public notice that I have anxiety. But I'm not afraid to tell those that I do have panic/anxiety attacks. I'm working on it, some days aren't easy that's for sure. But I'm glad I'm getting the help I can. So if any of you have questions I am more than willing to answer. 

Thank you all for your support at this time, it means the world to me. I have great friends and family in my life. Have a great week!! 

My missionaries:

Sister Ewell-Oklahoma 

Elder Woodruff-Brazil

Elder Hopkins-Ghana

Elder Danner-Pennsylvania

Elder Hofheins-Uganda 

Elder Jaynes-Russia

Elder Hales-Germany

Elder Palmer-California

Elder Sneddon- Missouri 

Elder Haggard-Benin

Elder Dever-Honduras

Elder Church-Philippines